update (*´꒳`*)

hello gals!!! >_< i’m so sorry for not making a blog post for so long. a lot of personal things have happened over the past month and i barely had time to keep up with my socials!! i was posting mostly drafts ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ but anyway!! this blog post is definitely going to be very long because i have many updates….

around a few weeks ago, i ordered contacts from pinky paradise, and after only 3 uses my eyes went blurry and they tore so easily!! i was so sad. i have emailed pinky paradise and will hopefully atleast get a refund. here are the only pictures i have with those contacts.. ( ´Д`)y━･~~

i miss how big my eyes used to look!! but i would rather have my eyesight then be blind….. i am just very sad they didn’t work out. i just had too many issues and didn’t want to risk it by wearing them again (´；Д；`)

i feel like i have also gotten really good at my makeup and hair!! my sujimori is even bigger than before. i stack a shit ton of wig pieces on top of eachother, i have a bang and half wig piece from prisila and the rest are from shein. i might tone my hair down for a while because sometimes my scalp starts to hurt really badly （；＿；）the bigger the hair the more i feel like a hime gyaru though but ill live LOL

i have a few more images on my instagram, but i am trying not to drag this post out to be insanely long (＞人＜;) i plan on buying a digital camera soon or being gifted one because i can’t find the charger to my current one!! i hate moving cuz then i lose all of my things (｀_´)ゞ 

i also found my tanning mousse!! it’s from B.Tan , and it’s like this little bottle that pumps out tanner and i put it all over my body and wait around an hour. here’s a picture of me with the tan!

second picture has a filter on it LOLOLLL but i love how it turned out 🩷 i wish more hime gals tanned their skin! it’s very beautiful  it just sucks because it fades after like a week and the bottles already almost out after my second use (_ _).｡o○ if anyone has any tips to make tans last longer please tell me! 

as for more personal life stuff, i am now a junior in high school and it’s very stressful  i am trying my hardest to get amazing grades but im struggling very badly… i have one C and its in my english class, it doesn’t help that i hate my english teacher  but oh my lord she is such a pain in the ass!!!(-᷅_-᷄๑) i keep beating myself up for it but idk this is way better then how i was doing last year. my grades were terrible because of personal events that were happening in my life and im really trying to improve.

for anyone who is wondering, i do full gal at school. it very nice when girls compliment me  it’s amazing to have such supportive friends, but people treat me like shit for the way i look. every day i get nasty stares, pointed at and laughed at. people also insult me, but i wont even get into what people have said to me. and i understand gyaru is supposed to go against the beauty standard and of course people are gonna turn heads because they fear what they don’t understand, but as for the snarky comments and other remarks, it really sucks and is pissinf me off. i hate ignorant people.. 

but i don’t want to leave this blog on a bad ending so ill mention my birthday is coming up! and i will soon make a haul in a new blog. see you next time